3 questions

As most of you know I have struggled with my health for a very long time. In so much have ended up twice having to use a wheelchair of some sorts. The doctors diagnosed tried to put me in a box and diagnosed me with RSD/CRPS, MS, Severe Sleep Apnea, and finally Severe Mercury and Heavy Metal Poisoning. I have taken quite the Western Medicine Pharmaceutical Journey depending on the doctors in the white coats to return my health to me. I have also taken it upon myself to find out what was wrong and thus started a wonderful journey through Eastern Medicine and Holistic Medicines and Spiritual Healing. Those journies I will speak about later through out my blogging as my only intention I have for writing to you all is to help you through whatever illness you are facing through the sharing of my own experiences.

What I would like to talk about today is Faith. I have read that before Jesus actually healed someone, He asked 3 questions first. Although I can’t recall the questions per batim word perfect. I still can recall the basics of them.

1. Do you believe you can be healed?
2. Do you believe you have the power to heal yourself?
3. What have you learned from this illness?

The first question was pretty easy to answer. Yes I do believe I can be healed. The second question was a little more harder to answer. “What? I have the power to heal myself? “Really?” OK I’ll definitely have to research that one! Than the third question. What have I learned from this illness? “Are you kidding me?” Is there really something I can learn from this illness?

I pondered on these questions for quite some time.
Than I heard a voice, “Deb, you have been told with the faith as little as a mustard seed, You can MOVE mountains! Healing yourself, or at least getting beyond this point of being a victim with this Dis-ease, is with in your reach. You just have to reach out for it, or actually in the answers are all inside you! Let’s start by loving yourself first!”

“Great!” was my answer. “ How can I love myself? I have done some pretty terrible things to people. Cheated, lied, Stoled, and the list goes on….”

“Well how about starting by forgiving yourself and others, it will open your heart. You can start by looking in the mirror into your own eyes and forgive yourself, and tell yourself that you love you.”

That became a daily practice in my life after that and it worked. I fell in love with myself. But not only that. I fell in love with everyone and everything.

The next step was having the power to heal myself. Did you know that the choices of food, beverages, that your body needs to fuel itself are YOUR CHOICE? I’ll be blogging more in the future about what foods and beverages work for me. Right now I just want to make the point clear that it is YOUR CHOICE. If you fill your body with junk, well guess what? Your body will eventually shut down because you are putting Leaded gas into a fuel tank mark Unleaded. With the internet and all of the information at our fingertips, googling etc. we have a plethora of information on how to heal ourselves.

Finally question #3. What have I learned from this illness? At first that as a tough question to answer but now the answers stand out.
I have learned several things. Aside of what faith is, how to heal myself, but thirdly which I believe is the biggest lesson of all. I Debra Lea Aughenbaugh have learned compassion and what unconditional love truly is. I know what pain is and I know what those around me are going through. My heart goes out with sooooo much love to each and everyone of you. I can literally feel the pain you are suffering and through empathy I want to help you. Through this blog I hope to do that. It is my intention to shower you with loving information on how you too can become healthy through sharing my experiences with you. I am on the path of healing and clearing myself of dis-ease and my friend I want to share it with you.

The first step is LOVE! Happy stepping!

I love you so very much! Namaste’